Sometimes I’ll just be sitting, doing homework or editing pictures, and all of a sudden I start missing people. People I haven’t seen in years, people who have changed me and sometimes people who I’ve only met once but fallen in love with. I remembered a teacher I had in eight grade. She changed…
“Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes. God decided in advance to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. This is what he wanted to do, and it gave him great pleasure.”—Ephesians 1:4-5
“The one thing I ask of the Lord—
the thing I seek most—
is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,
delighting in the Lord’s perfections
and meditating in his Temple.
For he will conceal me there when troubles come;
he will hide me in his sanctuary.
He will place me out of reach on a high rock.”—Psalm 27:4-5
tonight is the kind of night where I worry…school is starting and even though it always works out, I get anxious. Every time. It always seems like I get like them at the end of a wonderful day. Wonderful days never seem to end wonderfully…its like I can’t let myself go to sleep thinking “this was a perfect day”. I always have to get super anxious.
“God spoke to me and said:
“Youre not required to like her, but I have called you to love her, and love convers a multitude of sins. As you choose to love, I will give you the grace and strenght to tolerate”—myself 2009
I have a lot of emotions on my mind…old feelings that current happening have dug up..things I thought were over but truly aren’t. I can’t let old tendencies come forward…i thought they were gone and I have to believe that they are. It just kind of sucks.